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dinner party decoration ideas






    dinner party
  • A social occasion at which guests eat dinner together

  • dinner: a party of people assembled to have dinner together; "guests should never be late to a dinner party"

  • The sixth season of Frasier originally aired between September 1998 and May 1999, beginning on September 24, 1998.

  • {{infobox Book | | name = Dinner Party | title_orig = | translator = | image = | image_caption = | author = Pier Vittorio Tondelli | illustrator = | cover_artist = | country = Italy | language = Italian | series = | genre = play | publisher = Bompiani | release_date = 1994 | english_release_date





    decoration
  • an award for winning a championship or commemorating some other event

  • The process or art of decorating or adorning something

  • the act of decorating something (in the hope of making it more attractive)

  • Ornamentation

  • A thing that serves as an ornament

  • something used to beautify





    ideas
  • (idea) mind: your intention; what you intend to do; "he had in mind to see his old teacher"; "the idea of the game is to capture all the pieces"

  • (idea) a personal view; "he has an idea that we don't like him"

  • An opinion or belief

  • A thought or suggestion as to a possible course of action

  • A concept or mental impression

  • (idea) the content of cognition; the main thing you are thinking about; "it was not a good idea"; "the thought never entered my mind"











My dad.




My dad.





This picture was taken almost 3 years ago.

I dont even look like this anymore..
This looks like a cute moment right ? No.
The photographer made us pose for this picture..
It felt awkward and wrong
Taking a picture with your Dad should never feel like that.
This is the only picture I have of us , of him.
Im not even that girl anymore.. I grew up.
I wish I could go back to that.. To the days he loved me.


we grew apart.. I dont consider myself his daughter anymore.
I miss the days where I was
“Daddy’s little girl”

I grew up, We grew apart.
He realized im not the perfect angel he wished I was.
Im not unbelievabley smart, I just get by.
I drink. I smoke weed.
I swear. I sneek out.
I have sex. I fight.

He thought we were making “progress”
I knew we werent ..
His wife had set up a mandatory dinner every sunday..
He has cancelled twice in the past month because hes too busy ..

My sweet 16 is here
I had it all planned perfectly.
My mom rented me a hall,
My dad and half of his family , are pitching in to buy the camera I have always wanted..
But he cant seem to pay for half the food.
Its 700 dollars.
He has more money than my mom ever has..
Shes taking me and my boyfriend to Cuba.
Shes buying me a blackberry ,
Paying for decorations , invites , and now all of the food..
I couldnt understand why my dad changed his mind to pay for half..
He knows we dont have money.. There is barely food in my house.

I was hurt and angry at him for ruining my birthday, I couldnt expect my mom to pay all this money for a birthday party .. Its just wrong.
I snapped, told him I didnt want the camera , i just wanted his help to pay for the party..
He said no. I told him not to get me anything.

I told him how I felt about our relationship .. but again, it failed.
Everytime I try , he pushes it away, makes me feel guilty and terrible.
I told him I feel like I dont have a dad when he lives 5 minutes away.
That the last time we took a picture was almost 3 years ago.
That he has no idea who I am or what I like.
I had to remind him that he has 4 daughters , not three.
One of them is off being depressed , cutting herself , drinking , smoking weed , failing school.
He still cant open his eyes and HELP ME.

He doesnt care, He just said
“Im done.” and never texted me back.

My boyfriend got to watch me fall apart..
I felt like my heart was breaking.
Hes done this so many time I should be used to it..

I should just face the fact that im not “Daddies little girl”
Im not perfect..Im not innocent..

I wish I had a nice memory of him .. But nope , This is all I got. & Its all I will ever get)











October 30, 2008




October 30, 2008





Today was a jam packed day. I got up pretty early, ran a ton of errands (bank, dropped off donation to Brown Elephant, etc) and made two trips to the grocery store to get all of the necessary bits and bobs for our upcoming shin-dig. This cart has 15 two liters of Mt. Dew and various bags of snacks which I pulled up two flights of stairs by myself! What what! A few of the Polish ladies in my neighborhood stopped me as I was coming in my front door and said this was work for my husband. I laughed and said if they find one for me to send him my way. They assured me that I was a beautiful young woman and that he'd find me...and then he should help with the heavy lifting. This is why I adore my neighborhood.

I am excited about the party though. It's going to be a lot more intimate than last year, but Joe has gone decorations crazy. I will be posting pics after the party is done for those that want to watch the making of a spooky apt.

After running errands, I decided to make dinner for my roomies and Sarah and spent the afternoon making dinner, cleaning the apt and getting things organized. When did I become so freaking domesticated? I have no idea either.

The evening was spent haunting the apt and sending out resumes. I am starting to freak out about the fact that I got to CA in two weeks and still don't have gainful employment for when I get back. Trying not to think about it too much, but it's getting scary.

And now after the longest caption ever...I sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a long but fun day.









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